dear weblog,

in reading over recent posts, it has come to my attention that you must take me for a total paranoid basketcase. to you i would like to first, apologize for not being more democratic with my ranting and raving, and second, let you know that it's only because i feel so safe in your arms that i am able to give you my lowest and most neurotic moments.

truly--take it as a compliment.

to the rest of the world i am a normal, healthy human being. but to you, i am my most fragile, my most vulnerable.

so, um, i promise to, um, tell you about more uplifting and goodtimes things very soon. just bear with me.

love,
the one who can permanently shut you down if you complain