postscript...

i should really count how many times i mention crying in this blog, but i don't have nearly that many fingers and toes...

it's nice to be in a place right now where i can recognize a distance between all of the tears, the hypochondria, the fear of mortal peril, the headaches. i suppose i can consider that distance, in and of itself, success.

the only thing i really fear these days is that i may be becoming a libertarian...